Life. Some days.

I sit and browse music videos, I already know how to create my next music video for Intuition, but It's always good with some inspiration. I danced, earlier. It's been a while since I did. Arabic flamenco Sol moved through the darkness. Then I fell down on the floor, completely exhausted. When I create, act and dance, all these emotions come out. They make me stronger, but also weaker. I have to remind myself of why I am here, and why I am doing this, and that I can not let myself sit down and have a normal life. I will always have a creative spark inside, but I need both solitude and love, to keep shining.

So I found this: So much beauty, so much truth. About life, society. About you and me. That is what I wanna tell the world about. In my songs, in my words.



And then, I went by an old friend - Kiwi. This small animation always makes me sad, but I can't help myself. I just have to sit down and look at it. Feel it. Can you feel it? That strong, fighting mind and the dream that you could die for. Do you have a dream? I have one. Oh I have one. And the best part of it is I can never really make it come true, so I will bump around like this. Till I drop dead. That's fine with me.



Now I am in the right mood to go back in time and finish some epochs of my book, those moments that I shield myself from, in my current life. Hurray.

Hmm...

You feel the melancholy?
Then watch this and I'm sure you will feel better =)



Haha, or not? ;)