I've just landed after one of the longest "happy moments" in my life. One month, filled with inspiration, new possibilities, warmth and love. It's been a travel, both on the inside and the outside. I'm filled with faith, when I sit down with a cup of the in my apartment in Malmö tonight. I touch my almost unused furniture's and smile.
I had a short try here, in this room. A honest quest to build a home, a material home. I invested almost 10' to create a personal space here. And even if I love this little corner, I know now, once and for all, that having my own bed and kitchen doesn't make me happy. Home for me, is where I can spend time with people that I love. Where I can rest my head and be sure that there is love when I fall asleep and when I wake up. Where I can be left alone, but also reach for a hug 60 times a minute if I want to.
So I do it again. I move. But this time to something I really really want and need. Not just because I have to. Or because I search for something. But because I have found what I am looking for.
Haha, I really wrote that.
I have found what I've been looking for. Oh my.
So, what's next?
I will be "folkbokförd" in Stockholm, in a lovely collective. Just a one room apartment, but with an ocean of heart and soul, hippies, music and computer-nerds. I'll have my little studio corner and rest place there for as long as it suits us.
Second, as I have told you before, I'll stay at Thomas house in Gränsfors, some weeks here and there when I need a break from Malmö and Stockholm. (Yeah, I'll still have some clothes and things down here at a friends place too, can't help I love this city.)
Last I'll hang around in Östersund, oh I know it's waaaay up there, but where there's a place to grow, there's a place for Sol. *smiles* And I still have my missions.
So, sweet friends, good things comes to me. CSN suddenly decided to change their minds (when I had already paid 2500sek) and welcome me with a letter with the number 0 in it. Also, I get rid of my apartment the 1 of Oktober instead of 1 of November, and it saves me another 4500, that I can put into my projects.
It's a great evening =)
So, I see ya soon! Gotta sleep some.
Tadaa :P
Thursday, September 4, 2008
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